My Fight

Song Title: My Fight Beat Name: Floor Beat By: YoungGrizzly Intro: Lately been feeling like I'm in a pressure cooker Looking back over my life, that seems to be a running theme So I guess today, I'm spitting as if writing straight into my diary Lyrics: Don't need you to lie to me I can just lie to myself Don't need you cry for me I've got no tears left Don't you to fight for me Been fighting for myself Don't need you to try for me Cause I'll just do it by myself ×2 Been backed into a corner Since the day I took a breath From the day that i was born To the day I up and left Cause my home was not a home Though my mom she tried her best She was also my opponent Mother daughter ship a mess We was never really solid Even when the times were good Didn't trust her though I loved her Had some boundaries to push But then I met somebody special Who would crumble at that work Turning dreams into a nightmare Couldn't see that he was hurt Was too busy in survival Of to stay or finally go Till he kicked me to the curb enough To help me to the do It was painful But I came through Till I found another strain To slip in and out of conscious Guess been always fighting pain Every tear that I have cried Every night wanting to die But somehow I still survive Only God keeps me alive To keep pushing through pain To keep pushing through the struggle Just a mutt who knows the pound Might be the only truth I go to Don't need you to lie to me I can just lie to myself Don't need you cry for me I've got no tears left Don't you to fight for me Been fighting for myself Don't need you to try for me Cause I'll just do it by myself ×2 Outro: Even when I have help It don't always feel like it Because my brain always computes immediately on how to pay that person back The struggle for just accepting it as is Is so real Especially when your catchphrase is "I'll figure it out"