Arguing

layin here past midnight another night without you by my side cigarette burnin my fingers i open my eyes im say alright but i just cant seem to quiet my busy mind tonight when i drift away i think of you and tell you im missin u i cant lie, i just wish i could lay next to you tonight you think thats alright? nevermind im not tryna fight, i know i know you are right u right, wishin i could find a different kind of night this self loathing shit just dont sit right but i know where you are, your with him and i tell myself its okay when im asked about u again i bow my head and hide how much im hurtin this whiskey is kinda workin until its late enough where i expext to see a text sayin where you been, are u comin or hey baby im leavin but i know that text aint comin and if i dont start leavin the next song im going outside and screamien i cant fuckin believe youd rather have him what should i believe in? just wish i could lay next to you tonight you think thats alright? nevermind im not tryna fight girl god knows i dont want to fight. its good to see you, are u alright, ill leave before im in his site, i been keepin him.in my eyesight i just hope you take care alright? your always pretty in the moonlight, forgive my oversight, i shouldnt have showed up like this tonight, i wasnt tryma cause a fight, i just needed to know you were alright, alright? just needed to see you tonight, baby no im not alright, i think of you every day and night, think i need to get away for a few nights, but i just dont care for anything i like, i like you and i dont feel right.