I just got a hard day

I just got a hard day trying to pave my way the room is so dark and empty feeling like something missing Shadow's creeping and your heart start beating feeling like your trapped in your dream nightmares and thunder strike got you scared I think am lost in my illusion my heart is dome so hard to make decision I think am confused I don't know what else to do so many times you feel like you're being used you're trying so hard to rid of my pain my brain is hurting and way too high no blood floating on my veins running round the cycle feels like a marathon the cloud is cold and my heart is warm playing for the summer let it shine like a pure gold, arise in the morning it's beautiful place trying to seek for love (oh oh) so many times they misquote me A thousand pages but an empty note files through the ocean so hard to find A hundred miles but am walking on this lonely road fake love becomes a habit, got me feeling a little bit skeptical jumping around the pot hole like a rabbit pointing fingers spreading hate like it's a trend but we bleed the same so hard to amend got my mind on my grind while they're stuck in the past running so fast chasing my future leaving them behind feels am stuck in my worse, my mind can't reshape my thought so many bundle shades they throw against me but just let ignorance wins