so close

believing in myself to bring me higher vibes to feel good inside. puttin faith in myself to recover from the past 5 years of damage. gotta say im holdin on to hope to bring my love home again. been in resentment over forces takin her out of my life right when i had her with me in sight. you know i was so close so close so close to gettin my life back along with bein on top of things again with mental progressions atuned to bein responsible again. which means i would have been on top of things again. i need to love myself again and i cant do that without her here man. so here i stand a better man calling out to bring her home again.