Fading Away Pt 2 (La la la)

how'd it go down down down i just be like that dog at the pound that won't get adopted just sits, waiting for it's fate like it knows the end result i should want it for me but what's the point if i don't want it for me i can't live for other people at some point there gotta be a sequel don't want a cycle just to be refilled again can't keep waking up on the floor passed out with the the pills again fucked up how the bottle became my best friend don't wanna be numb to the core i don't want to feel like shit no more the darker the tunnel the lighter the light at the end of the tunnel i don't really trust no one because of my past been delt a dirty card but i can't make it last gotta shuffle the deck pick up the pieces of the shipwreck gotta stand when i can't even though I don't see shit yet done with all the fake shit i don't need other lanterns just to stay lit i don't wanna waste my time and you better not waste mine going separate ways, that's just fine just make sure they ain't lies i know you, i they aint lies cold truth hard to hear but it's best to here hard to hear from you but at least it's no one else sometimes I feel i just got me, myself and I that's just myself looking back, and you were there the whole time my pain might have been contagious it's a bumpy ride let it all work out ain't in it for the short I'll be here for the long run don't go switching sides are you there, ride or die even when the doors fall off, both sides when i be on the edge, you be like don't die don't blame yourself, don't lie scary, huh feel I live for other people, huh seen this story before, its a sequel, huh scary when it's other people what the fuck am i doing everything to win yet I'm still loosing wish i learned from a you age but just ok is not ok in a dark room, hope i know the way I'll say I'm fine but just saying cuz I don't want you to worry feel trapped in my damn mind can't escape my own mind i got trust issues, feel it's all lies can't tell the difference between real and fake it's in God's hands, must be fate let it all work out ain't in it for the short I'll be here for the long run