living this life and losing you

living this life and losing you will change my whole life Just my life will never be the same I got demons making me insane running and talking all in my brain telling me todo what's right and kill all this pain by taking my my own life that's pretty insane but I cant get you off my brain but these demons are driving me insane (Verse 1) Yeah, I’m grindin’ hard, stackin’ paper, that’s the plan, But every dollar earned, it’s like I’m losin’ my fam, Late nights, bright lights, city never sleeps, But the silence in my heart, man, that’s the price it keeps. I’m in the booth spittin’ truth, but it cuts like a knife, Every verse I drop, it reminds me of our life, Used to dream big, now I’m chasin’ the fame, But without you by my side, it just don’t feel the same. (Verse 2) Pull up in the whip, got the world in my hands, But the emptiness inside, nobody understands, I’m sippin’ on success, but it tastes like regret, Livin’ this life, but I ain’t done with the debt. Every victory I claim, it’s bittersweet at best, Thought we’d ride together, put our love to the test, Now it’s all about the hustle, but I’m feelin’ the loss, In this game for the win, but I’m payin’ the cost. lost (Verse 1) Yeah, I’m living this life, but it’s heavy on my chest, Counting all these blessings, but I’m still feeling stressed, Got the city on my back, but it’s you that I miss, Rolling through the nights, lost in memories like bliss. (Verse 2) Success on the rise, but my heart’s in the past, Chasing dreams in the light, but your shadow’s what lasts, Diamonds on my wrist, but they can’t fill the void, You were my queen, now I’m just a king, paranoid. (Verse 3) Late nights in the studio, pouring out my soul, Every beat a reminder of the love that we stole, I’m the life of the party, but I’m feeling so blue, Living this life, but I’m still losing you. (Verse 4) Money in my pocket, but it don’t mean a thing, When the memories of us still make my heart sting, I’m a legend in the game, but I’m trapped in this fight, Living this life, but it’s you that feels right.