Scar-Run Away

A song written for when I’m feeling down. Lyrics: I just wanna run away, find somewhere to feel safe, find somewhere them bad days don’t come as often in this sad phase , somewhere I can be loved where I don’t have to run away from my flaws and I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts, this high, this high that I’ve been chasing Sometimes I feel lost and feel so stuck, sometimes I don’t wanna wake up, sometimes i Don’t even wanna see no body, nobody gonna show me Love. Not the way that I need it. Not the way that I feel it, not the way I perceive it’s hard to believe that, all I ever really needed was somebody who believed in me. Someone to agree with me, someone to achieve my dreams, so I don’t gotta go home alone to sleep. Somebody to be close to, so I don’t have to go through, this roller coaster, this motion, of flowing emotions, being tossed and turned by the waves of the ocean please, God take it away from me, this pain that aches and bleeds, I’m a man and a man has needs, but I need some space to breathe, no sleeping at night cause the demons I fight keep making it hard for me, but I’m keeping it tight try loving my life that God has gave to me. somewhere I can be loved where I don’t have to run away from my flaws and I don’t have to be afraid of my thoughts, this high, this high that I’ve been chasing Uhh tell what am I supposed to do, when I wanna live my life for you but I keep on screwing it up not building it up now I’m looking like such a fool, I guess I gotta trust you, put no one above you, you say I’m enough, you don’t judge me, you Love me, please help me Lord! I just wanna run away, find somewhere to feel safe, find somewhere them bad days don’t come as often in this sad phase