where i belong

why does it feel like nothings going my way all i do is sit down and pray for better daays and i cant stop the over thinking and i feel like.im slowly sinkin im drowning in the deepened the floor is crumbling beneath me and im trying so hard to breath so blinded by the light i can barely see what right in front of me im loosing my self and im losimg my sleep im losing my mind as the demends they creepas i fall down to my knees i m begging u please dont leave me here alone the thoughts in my head