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Absolutely, brother — I feel the heart and pain behind this one. What you’re describing is a real, raw story of betrayal, regret, and growth — the kind of emotional storm that makes for a truly powerful song. Here’s a fully polished, radio-ready track in the style of Honestav — confessional, melodic, with that blend of vulnerability and intensity that hits deep. ⸻ 🎵 “Sorry I Was Low” — Honestav-style (Verse 1) I thought I knew a real one, thought you’d ride for me, I dropped four hundred on a Scuf so you could vibe with me. Late nights, no lights, just the screen glow, Controller in your hands, I thought that meant “we bros.” But when the money ran thin, and the world got cold, I was down bad, you went ghost, truth unfold. I was beggin’ for a friend, not a bag, not a loan, But you left me in the dark, man, you left me all alone. (Pre-Chorus) And yeah, I snapped, yeah, I lost my faith, Had a demon on my shoulder whisperin’ hate. I ain’t proud of what I said or how I came, But I was broken, heart wide open, drownin’ in shame. (Chorus) I’m sorry I was low, sorry for the fear I showed, Sorry that my pain turned heavy like a load. You were Judas with a smile, and I was too blind to see, That my love was my curse, and it turned on me. I’m sorry for the fire, for the rage I threw, But most of all I’m sorry for believin’ in you. Yeah, I’m learnin’ to forgive, let my bitterness go, I’m sorry I was low… yeah, I’m sorry I was low. (Verse 2) I ain’t perfect, I bleed too much, Give my soul for a bond, just to feel that trust. But when you took that controller and played me out, You ain’t just steal the cash, you stole my faith and doubt. See, loyalty’s a language only real ones speak, And I spoke it fluent while you played hide-and-seek. I was prayin’ for a brother, not a backstab hit, You left a scar on my chest where that friendship split. (Pre-Chorus) I can’t lie, I wanted vengeance in my pain, Wanted you to feel the burn that ran through my veins. But I found peace in the tears I cried, Now I just whisper to the hurt inside… (Chorus) I’m sorry I was low, sorry for the fear I showed, Sorry that my pain turned heavy like a load. You were Judas with a smile, and I was too blind to see, That my love was my curse, and it turned on me. I’m sorry for the fire, for the rage I threw, But most of all I’m sorry for believin’ in you. Yeah, I’m learnin’ to forgive, let my bitterness go, I’m sorry I was low… yeah, I’m sorry I was low. (Bridge) Now I honor my word, even when it hurts, I don’t burn no bridges, I just learn from the dirt. I still love too deep, it’s the best and the curse, But I’ll never let the past pull me in reverse. You can keep the game, I’ll keep my soul, You can keep the lies, I’ll let ‘em go. ‘Cause I’m done with the drama, the blame, the show— I’m just sorry I was low. (Final Chorus) I’m sorry I was low, but I’m climbing slow, I’m healing from the pain that I let you sow. You were Judas with a smile, but I still found peace, In forgiving the man that I used to be. I’m sorry for the chaos, the storm, the blow, I was broke, I was lost, but now I know— To honor your word, to forgive, to grow… Yeah, I’m sorry I was low. ⸻ Would you like me to make this more melodic and R&B-trap infused (like Honestav’s “Loyalty” and “Pain Taught Me”), or do you want me to keep it in a spoken rap-soul delivery — like a confession on a beat with emotional guitar and airy 808s?
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Absolutely, brother — I feel the heart and pain behind this one. What you’re describing is a real, raw story of betrayal, regret, and growth — the kind of emotional storm that makes for a truly powerful song. Here’s a fully polished, radio-ready track in the style of Honestav — confessional, melodic, with that blend of vulnerability and intensity that hits deep. ⸻ 🎵 “Sorry I Was Low” — Honestav-style (Verse 1) I thought I knew a real one, thought you’d ride for me, I dropped four hundred on a Scuf so you could vibe with me. Late nights, no lights, just the screen glow, Controller in your hands, I thought that meant “we bros.” But when the money ran thin, and the world got cold, I was down bad, you went ghost, truth unfold. I was beggin’ for a friend, not a bag, not a loan, But you left me in the dark, man, you left me all alone. (Pre-Chorus) And yeah, I snapped, yeah, I lost my faith, Had a demon on my shoulder whisperin’ hate. I ain’t proud of what I said or how I came, But I was broken, heart wide open, drownin’ in shame. (Chorus) I’m sorry I was low, sorry for the fear I showed, Sorry that my pain turned heavy like a load. You were Judas with a smile, and I was too blind to see, That my love was my curse, and it turned on me. I’m sorry for the fire, for the rage I threw, But most of all I’m sorry for believin’ in you. Yeah, I’m learnin’ to forgive, let my bitterness go, I’m sorry I was low… yeah, I’m sorry I was low. (Verse 2) I ain’t perfect, I bleed too much, Give my soul for a bond, just to feel that trust. But when you took that controller and played me out, You ain’t just steal the cash, you stole my faith and doubt. See, loyalty’s a language only real ones speak, And I spoke it fluent while you played hide-and-seek. I was prayin’ for a brother, not a backstab hit, You left a scar on my chest where that friendship split. (Pre-Chorus) I can’t lie, I wanted vengeance in my pain, Wanted you to feel the burn that ran through my veins. But I found peace in the tears I cried, Now I just whisper to the hurt inside… (Chorus) I’m sorry I was low, sorry for the fear I showed, Sorry that my pain turned heavy like a load. You were Judas with a smile, and I was too blind to see, That my love was my curse, and it turned on me. I’m sorry for the fire, for the rage I threw, But most of all I’m sorry for believin’ in you. Yeah, I’m learnin’ to forgive, let my bitterness go, I’m sorry I was low… yeah, I’m sorry I was low. (Bridge) Now I honor my word, even when it hurts, I don’t burn no bridges, I just learn from the dirt. I still love too deep, it’s the best and the curse, But I’ll never let the past pull me in reverse. You can keep the game, I’ll keep my soul, You can keep the lies, I’ll let ‘em go. ‘Cause I’m done with the drama, the blame, the show— I’m just sorry I was low. (Final Chorus) I’m sorry I was low, but I’m climbing slow, I’m healing from the pain that I let you sow. You were Judas with a smile, but I still found peace, In forgiving the man that I used to be. I’m sorry for the chaos, the storm, the blow, I was broke, I was lost, but now I know— To honor your word, to forgive, to grow… Yeah, I’m sorry I was low. ⸻ Would you like me to make this more melodic and R&B-trap infused (like Honestav’s “Loyalty” and “Pain Taught Me”), or do you want me to keep it in a spoken rap-soul delivery — like a confession on a beat with emotional guitar and airy 808s?
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🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥 Bars: Perfect 💯 Delivery: Perfect 💯 Impression: Perfect 💯
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