when will life take a break

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when will life take a break an back the fuck up stay away with its weight I mean I guess some of us are cursed. only time we'll ever know peace will be rollin down the street in a Hearst. for god sake I can't take the damage in it's wake every time I say give it another day, it just cause more hate with a side of crow, you know, how'd go piled on my plate. I just hate looking for a different way. There's a spot that I'm not. I'm gonna be able to block with no doubt the shit'll just be piled on my plate some other way Late night can't sleep. There ain't enough sheep that I can count To calm down to bring me peace an block out the sounds my o.c.d. programmed me to hear it in surround from all around so I might as well get up put my boots on the ground see what's going down you fucking jaded and who knows maybe the only reason why you made it or maybe it's because these drug dealing Physicians saw me coming and started running to his Pad scribbling me prescriptions to be sedated not so irritated he stated it indicated it was created by somebody hopefully by now ain't so faded or tainted cuz this could trigger the kind of hate that's heinous and this hypothetical mystery man that seems to have a game plan to act to be Shameless don't worry I'll keep him nameless and I said yea right the bitch is over complicated and if I waited I was never gonna get the strength to be complacent about the way she treated me hanging on to every verb Trying to figure out the way you perfer to describe these nouns when you're putting me down with all your lies trying to paint me a clown tarnishin my image so hopefully that's what everybody thinks of when they see me I've had it you wannna keep singing the same old song label me an addict for a minute there I thought you were self-aware and you had it but on second thought what am I thinking you don't get shit just a glitch in the software I'm an addict in a context you don't grasp yet I'm addicted to the thought of holding you so tight that you can't breathe so then you can see how it feels to die slowly just like me no more of your spells You care for only yourself. And all you can get hide your problems on a shelf. And break everybody else's mental health treatin men like your pet you'll never understand what it means to come up with a plan To save your soul while dowsing ya heart with kerosene an set fire to your dreams i can't believe some of the awful things you said to me. So i'm here to let you know I got a new boat to row hell no, aint no way. i'ma just sit back anymore and let you say what the fuck you want to cuz bitch I got things I could say too but that just ain't me that ain't what I do trying to hurt me beatin me to the ground you want a war you got one now even if it kills me Heavy as the head that wears the crown out here on these battlegrounds. no more holding me down. trying to drown any chance of happiness that may come around but I go on somehow everyday i might stray away but I'll be back to pay in my own way what do I say I ain't the same no more you took who I used to be put him in a car and wrapped it around a tree trauma everyday is the same enduring this pain the only way I no to play the game just to row my boat the only way I know and hope that the heartache an heartbreak, I left in my wake find a way to forgive me for my sins. and maybe when life's at its end for me , the good lord'll, see that wasn't me an maybe let me in find my friends and begin again and be the Glenn i should have been from the beginning the beginning of the end to begin again till the ending begins again to end everything under the rain Thinking of everything you did to me. I figured out your master plan. Tried to get me to raise my hand. So you could put me in cuffs, and if that's not enough, I heard you want me in the ground. So I'm not around. I must say it, don't surprise me. I figured sooner or later that's the way it was gonna be me dead and gone, you're moving on with a new home a new bone to chew on Well, i'm still here and you're still there And the fact of the matter is, I don't even fuckin care I hope you get everything you deserve so starting today I'm reversing the curse . When I die and get to ride in a hearse you're gonna be the first one I come and see I'mma haunt your ass for eternity. checkmate

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