feelings

Last 3 months I smoked half a pound ah weed All by myself Now I’m clean off the drugs But it’s fuckin with my head Thinking thoughts I shouldn’t think Like I should be dead Eyes bloodshot they bright red I smoke weed to clear my head x2 *laughs* Ay! I’ve been killing myself Slowly in my feelings I’ve been feelin my self I fell in the deep end I can’t escape my feelings No I can’t escape the way I’m feelin People take drugs to fix how the feeling But when I take weed I’m staring at the ceiling I’ve been facing introspection Thinking of thought’s I’m thinkin about thinkin Holy shit I’m tweaking Maybe it’s the pills ma has me taken