suicidal

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I just want to break down Fall down Hit the ground I’m at the point now Where any minute I could lose myself Burst into tears And cry real loud These thoughts are too loud I’m tired of trying Tired of hiding tired of fighting Tired of writing Im done denying I’m denial but im thinkin suicidal These lyrics so vital To my survival I’m my own biggest rival Chasing revival A new reality Where I have friends Or a dad in my life Or a mom that's there That doesn't make me worry That's never in a hurry Leavin my vision blurry It's just not, It's not fair Life's bare Im so emotionless When im at home I lay in my bed real motionless Staring at the ceiling As tears fill my eyes I'm in despair Feeling hopeless Weighing my choices Block out the voices Fighting my vices Powerin off my devices As I lay on the floor of my basement Contemplating ending life Stopping it all Falling to the ground For the last time Rhyming the last time Just like that The last sigh The last cry The last fight The last might. And just like that it’s all over There’s no waking up tomorrow.

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9 months ago