“Losing My Mind Over You”

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“Losing My Mind Over You” [Verse 1] Lately I been thinkin’ too much, tryna fight my own head, You the one that keep me breathin’ when I’m feelin’ half dead, I say things I don’t mean, then regret what I said, Now I’m prayin’ that you stay, not walkin’ away instead. [Verse 2] I keep breakin’ my own heart, pushin’ you to the edge, I promise I don’t mean it, I just drown in my stress, You my peace, but I turn storms when I can’t find rest, I keep losin’ what I love while I’m tryna impress. [Verse 3] You don’t see what’s in my head, all the demons I fight, They tell me I’m not enough, they whisper all night, I get scared you’ll wake up and see I’m not right, Then I push you away just to hold you more tight. [Verse 4] You say “baby calm down,” I say “I’m tryna,” But my pride talk loud, my pain’s a liar, I been burnin’ bridges with the girl I admire, You the flame to my heart, I keep playin’ with fire. [Verse 5] I hate that I hurt you, I hate that it’s me, You don’t deserve tears, you deserve to be free, But I can’t let go, you my reason to breathe, I’d fall apart quick if you ever leave. [Verse 6] Every time I say “sorry,” I swear it’s true, But my actions don’t match what my words try to do, I’m scared one day you’ll say “I’m done with you,” And I’ll lose my light, my peace, my view. [Verse 7] I talk to God, ask Him why I break love, He say “boy, you need to heal from what you’re made of,” But healing take time, and I’m scared you’ll fade off, Before I can show you what I’m really made of. [Verse 8] Sometimes I stare at my phone, don’t know what to send, Cuz I know I messed up, and I’m scared it’s the end, You my lover, my safe place, my best friend, But I keep actin’ up, I can’t just pretend. [Verse 9] I get lost in my thoughts, it’s a dangerous road, Every fear I got, it just starts to explode, I know love’s heavy, it’s a weight I hold, But I’d carry it forever just to not let you go. [Verse 10] All the nights I cry, you don’t see that side, I be drownin’ in guilt I can’t seem to hide, I know I need to change, but I’m stuck in pride, Scared one more slip gon’ make you say goodbye. [Verse 11] You the reason I smile, the reason I try, But I’m scared I’ma lose you before I get it right, You the calm to my storm, my truth to my lies, And I’d give up it all just to look in your eyes. [Verse 12] If I could take back every wrong, I would, I’d treat you better, the way I should, I just hope you know, deep down I’m good, I just get lost in pain misunderstood. --- [Hook] I’m scared to lose you, it’s killin’ my soul, I keep messin’ up, I can’t let go, You my heart, my light, my home, But I’m my own worst foe. --- [Chorus] I’m losin’ my mind over you, Tryna fix the pain I put you through, You the only one that feel so true, If I lose you, I lose me too. --- [Bridge] I don’t need the world, I just need your hand, I know I break down, but I’ll learn to stand, Baby, I’m tryna be a better man, Don’t give up on me — please understand.

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