Hard to love

(Intro) Yeah… Sometimes the hardest fight’s the one inside you. Let’s talk. --- (Verse 1) I keep my guard up, pain in my chest, Say I’m okay, but I’m feelin’ that stress. Love too deep, it’s a mess in my head, Pushin’ you away when I need you instead. Walls too tall, can’t climb what I built, Heart on freeze from the pain I felt. Say I don’t care, but I really still do, It’s hard to love me, I know that’s true. --- (Hook) I’m hard to love, but I’m tryna change, Carry my flaws like they part of my name. Been through the fire, I walked through the rain, Still got a heart, just locked in chains. Hard to love, yeah, that’s my curse, Tryna do right, but I end up worse. If you stay down, you might see through, Hard to love — but I’m real with you. --- (Verse 2) Late-night thoughts, they don’t let me sleep, I run from love ‘cause the hurt run deep. I laugh it off, act tough on the low, But pain don’t hide, it always show. I ain’t perfect, never said I was, Still learnin’ what real love does. You say “trust,” I say “give me time,” Hard to love — but my soul still shine. --- (Hook) I’m hard to love, but I’m tryna change, Carry my flaws like they part of my name. Been through the fire, I walked through the rain, Still got a heart, just locked in chains. Hard to love, yeah, that’s my curse, Tryna do right, but I end up worse. If you stay down, you might see through, Hard to love — but I’m real with you. --- (Outro) Yeah… I’m learnin’ slow, Heart still cold but I’m startin’ to grow. If love’s a war, then I’ll fight that fight, Hard to love — but I’ll get it right.