Illusions

Even in times darkness i still find the proper harness Sometimes i feel enormous But sometimes i feel there's nothing beyond this Counting Days in sleep Counting dreams that i creep Life is so profound I can barely hear it speak Contributing to coal society elevating I hate been kept on forever waiting Shit has gone down now I'm just baiting Conversations feels like I'm debating Nothings feels real all is just for ratings Craving life craving more in my oasis Life goes on but it feels like it's done In the end I'll be all alone getting bummed Hanging in the balance I feel like i should jump But i can't i gotta hold in Even though shit sounds stupid and crazy Forever man cannot be lazy All day is just another day trapped in a cycle of my own prey Sometimes i just wanna fly I wanna do things I wanna fly and reach the sky Damn I'm caught in an illusion Caught in an illusion, lost in the haze, Dreams in the rearview, fading like the days. Got my mind racing, but I’m holding my pace, Life’s a movie reel, just a frame in the chase. Cold out in the city, neon lights glow, Thoughts swirling heavy, but I’m moving slow. Heart in a cage, but I’m searching for freedom, Every step I take, feels like I’m in a kingdom. (Verse 2) Voices in my head, they echo and blend, Reality’s a puzzle, can’t find the end. Chillin’ with my thoughts, sipping on that truth, Caught in this illusion, searching for the proof. Every smile feels heavy, every laugh a disguise, Got my guard up, but I’m tired of the lies. Living for the moment, but the moment's a blur, Trapped in this illusion, can I find what’s pure?