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--- [Hook] This what I get for showin’ love, they left me hurt again, Put my trust inside a snake, thought he was my friend, Mama told me, “Boy, that pain gon’ make you cold again,” Now I’m ridin’ solo, pistol close, can’t let ’em win. --- [Chorus] I gave my all to some people who ain’t give a f**k, Now I’m drownin’ in my thoughts, I been feelin’ stuck, All this pain inside my chest, I just light it up, Say they love me, but behind me, they be switchin’ up. --- [Verse 1] I remember late nights, starin’ at that ceilin’, Thinkin’ ’bout them times, I ain’t had no feelin’, Tryna smile, but this pain just keep revealin’, I been hurt so much, I don’t think I’m healin’. [Verse 2] They say time heal pain, but I don’t think it do, I done lost too many n***as that I thought was true, Heart cold, I don’t even know who to turn to, They left scars in my soul, can’t undo. [Verse 3] Had a b**ch say she love me, but she lied again, Now I’m sittin’ in this dark room with this pen, Tryna bleed through the pages where it all begin, Feelin’ like God testin’ me, I can’t win. [Verse 4] Gave my last to a n***a, he still crossed me out, Had to learn the hard way what this pain about, Every time I open up, they run they mouth, So I keep my distance, I just thug it out. [Verse 5] Heart cold, I don’t trust no soul, Say they real, but they break that code, Seen too many switch when that money fold, Now I’m numb, I can’t feel no more. [Verse 6] They say YoungBoy wild, but they don’t feel my pain, They don’t know ’bout them nights I was walkin’ in rain, They don’t know how it feel to lose everything, I been fightin’ my demons, tryna break them chains. [Verse 7] All this trauma in my mind got me paranoid, I done tried to find peace, but it got destroyed, They don’t love me, they just usin’ me like a toy, So I ride with my Glock, can’t be unemployed. [Verse 8] Told my mama, “Don’t cry, I’ma make it out,” Even though I’m still hurtin’, still filled with doubt, Every scar, every tear, that’s what I’m about, Pain real, I just let it pour out my mouth. [Verse 9] I done seen real die, fake n***as live, They don’t take what they earn, they take what you give, I been prayin’ for a chance just to see me win, But the devil in my ear say, “Let’s spin again.” [Verse 10] All this loyalty I had, it just got me burnt, Every lesson that I lived, yeah, that s**t I learned, You can’t love too deep, or you’ll get turned, This that pain from the fire, and I got burned. [Verse 11] I been thinkin’ to myself, “Who gon’ ride for me?” When I’m down bad broke, who gon’ slide for me? Ain’t nobody there, that’s reality, So I keep this iron close, that’s my strategy. [Verse 12] I just want some peace, but it ain’t in sight, Every day feel like war, like I’m losin’ fight, Tryna make it through the pain, make it through the night, But my heart so cold, I done lost my light. --- [Hook] This what I get for showin’ love, they left me hurt again, Put my trust inside a snake, thought he was my friend, Mama told me, “Boy, that pain gon’ make you cold again,” Now I’m ridin’ solo, pistol close, can’t let ’em win. --- [Bridge] I said I gave my all, but it still ain’t enough, They said “hold on,” but I’m losin’ trust, Feelin’ like the world keep foldin’ up, But I still stand tall, even when it’s rough. --- [Chorus] I gave my all to some people who ain’t give a f**k, Now I’m drownin’ in my thoughts, I been feelin’ stuck, All this pain inside my chest, I just light it up, Say they love me, but behind me, they be switchin’ up. ---