A Living Dead

Helplessly laying awake at night as what was supposed to be the man of house beat your mom then sneaking in your room when he wants no if ands or butts cry out for help they say you're nuts yet they werent rented to sluts so whos nuts EastSide Cant sleep Dont wanna eat this nightmares on repeat even when not asleep so it was script after script pill after pill until i couldnt feel the docs gave it to me so it was no big deal lights on windows open gaspin and hopin for every breath wondering what's next No time for tears wouldnt understand them any way hide em so they wont have another reason to give me away everyone so quick to say itll be okay been waiting on that day for a long time on god Constantly dying from the inside out burried by the anger and doubt strengthed by the weeks without necessities dead but alive in existence a stranger to love so practiced stranger danger and kept it a distance at my best i was worse than mess dont know how i aint made the urn my place to rest no Amc a zombie in reality