Sadness 😔

They want me dead. I walked through the valley of death. This life is a game of chess. I feel all this stress. I don't i put it in a song. And I say so long. And act like nothings wrong, but deep down inside, i want to explode. I'm in that mode. They all breaking the code. They calling me the goat. You better take note. That there is no hope. I'm going down this slope. I'm trying to find a way to cope. But my feelings tell me nope. I can't blame it on my horoscope. I know I'm dope.As I tell the microphone. I am the alchemist I am agonized. This was worse than I analyzed. This was emphasized. How was it theorized. This was not advised. How was this televised. I'm tired of being scrutinized. I need to utilize my time. It can be like the drop of a dime. I'm trying to find the light. It ain't right. They all did it out of spite.