I'm not me

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#Imnotme #BeenAMinute I been dealin with a new feeling pretty recently Nothingness it has really been a piece of me Recently all these people have been so mean to me I say my opinion no one ever fuckin agrees with me Depression it's been here and it's always been stuck with me I have no friends even my own demons do not fuck with me This feeling of numbness has happened pretty fuckin frequently I try to kill myself go ahead take that gun from me I'm empty inside I don't feel like I'm me anymore I haven't been this depressed I never had this before So I gotta deal with my pain so I drink a little more Colleen please stop you make me wanna hit the floor These people say they relate when they have a motherfucking dad They say they relate when their life is not even half as bad They say they relate when their not worrying if they getting fat I starve myself daily just so I can feel something but fall flat I been writing to cope with pain for four fuckin years Tell me something new something I havent heard in fuckin tears I stay up late so I can conquer all my fucking fears So tired of these hoes so tired of these fucking queers I been dealin with a new feeling pretty recently Nothingness it has really been a fuckin piece of me Recently all these people have been so fuckin mean to me I say my opinion no one ever fuckin agrees with me Depression it's been here and it's always been stuck with me I have no friends even my own demons do not fuck with me This feeling of numbness has happened pretty fuckin frequently I try to kill myself go ahead take that gun from me I really wanna stop smokin but it helps with the fuckin pain I don't even know if my life is even a fuckin gain Recently I been coping by bein on the fuckin game Im too lonely for this shit I just want some motherfuckin fame I don't think writing is helping me with my depression To be honest, I think at this point its just an obsession I want to go to therapy and have another motherfuckin session But I gotta do my work god damn this shit has me stressing

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10 months ago

StaRRstruckNYC

9 months ago

Keep practicing your tunes 😎

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9 months ago

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