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I see your eyes glowin’, pure innocence inside, While I’m covering track marks that I’m desperate to hide, You deserve bedtime stories, not excuses and tears, But I’m haunted by these demons I’ve been chasing for years. I whisper “I’ll do better” but the needle still wins, It’s a cycle I repeat till it’s carved in my skin, God, if you’re listenin’, take this weight off my chest, I’d give every high back just to give her my best. (Hook) I’m a junkie with a halo cracked in two, Tryna raise you right but I’m drowning in the truth, Every high I chase, I’m just further from the proof, That I could be the man you deserve, not the fool. (Verse 4) You ain’t ask for this pain, you ain’t ask for my flaws, You just needed daddy’s love, not his battles and wars, I feel the shame in my veins every time that I shoot, It’s like I’m burying my heart, pulling dirt over roots. But you the only real reason I ain’t fully broke, The thought of losin’ you keeps me fightin’ the smoke, One day I’ll rise up, let the poison be gone, Till then I’ll write these bars tryna turn myself strong. (Bridge) If I fall, just know it wasn ’t ‘cause of you, It was me versus me and I already knew, But even if I’m broken, one thing’s still true — Every piece of my soul still belongs to you. (Hook) I’m a junkie with a halo cracked in two, Tryna raise you right but I’m drowning in the truth, Every high I chase, I’m just further from the proof, That I could be the man you deserve, not the fool. (Outro) So I fight through the sickness, the cravings, the hate, For the day I can stand at your side with no weight, I may be failing now, but I still love you — And I’ll bleed out my sins till the sky turns blue
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I see your eyes glowin’, pure innocence inside, While I’m covering track marks that I’m desperate to hide, You deserve bedtime stories, not excuses and tears, But I’m haunted by these demons I’ve been chasing for years. I whisper “I’ll do better” but the needle still wins, It’s a cycle I repeat till it’s carved in my skin, God, if you’re listenin’, take this weight off my chest, I’d give every high back just to give her my best. (Hook) I’m a junkie with a halo cracked in two, Tryna raise you right but I’m drowning in the truth, Every high I chase, I’m just further from the proof, That I could be the man you deserve, not the fool. (Verse 4) You ain’t ask for this pain, you ain’t ask for my flaws, You just needed daddy’s love, not his battles and wars, I feel the shame in my veins every time that I shoot, It’s like I’m burying my heart, pulling dirt over roots. But you the only real reason I ain’t fully broke, The thought of losin’ you keeps me fightin’ the smoke, One day I’ll rise up, let the poison be gone, Till then I’ll write these bars tryna turn myself strong. (Bridge) If I fall, just know it wasn ’t ‘cause of you, It was me versus me and I already knew, But even if I’m broken, one thing’s still true — Every piece of my soul still belongs to you. (Hook) I’m a junkie with a halo cracked in two, Tryna raise you right but I’m drowning in the truth, Every high I chase, I’m just further from the proof, That I could be the man you deserve, not the fool. (Outro) So I fight through the sickness, the cravings, the hate, For the day I can stand at your side with no weight, I may be failing now, but I still love you — And I’ll bleed out my sins till the sky turns blue
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