no more

another place another time wish i wasnt me anymore wanna walk out the door run as fast as i can to neverland dont wann be me cant stand myself all i do is get myself hurt or in trouble i go to slow sometimes but yet too fast as well my life seems to be put under a spell i cant say things the right way get critisized by the way i do things and how i behave and swim another wave of emotions and read my daily devotional sometimes depressed sometimes inspirational need a new trick a new coping tool maybe need to go back to dbt learn somemore interpersonal effectieness and sometimes paranoid that im being folled by detectives cracked my skin tore my dress and im always stuck in the middle of a mess need a liddle rest studdered while recording burnt my tongue broke a necklace get so restless but no energy to carry out the task need a mask to cover up my face tripped on my shoelace lost my appetite cant do anything right. maybe one day it will get better till then i pray to god to save me