hope

Counted days thinking things will change just give it time Give you space and try to understand your pain chains broke loose And everything wasn't the same anymore we couldn't fix our own life's Eye's closed, mind wild open, solving puzzles I've created with no edges no end They go on and on and on I think I'm lazy to switch them off Alone in the back of my mind it's dark,cold and lacks creativity Speaking in silence The echo shouting "what if" I count regrets I replay words I never said Peace feels far, the blankets seem heavy I flip and turn the stillness feels relentless You feel helpless this is madness you cannot fix things with violence I give into the night till sleeps open the door to let me in i came in and saw a broken soul fighting for peace l lost the war counting days go bye I don't feel calm i think i need help This life hurts got bruised trying to fix what's not broken You sleep but still feel tired I'm not safe I'm always late lay me down For my final rest