1 last pain song

ay ay dear e how it feel hurting da one who stayed riding when yu was homeless my bed stay an open spot but the day i started losing happiness you started actin brand new finding new btiches cus I ain't let yu fuck my spark actually entered the room when we ended no more constant thunder on a sun shinning day oooo luv where is it real at ooo loyalty can I find tht when u out being a hoe iam sitting here pouring my heart out in a song always jus block an run when shi gose south shi but my new man stays loving me thru rain showers an sunshine hrs ooo luv where is it real ooo loyalty where can I find it my man dnt leave where iam broken he sitting there comforting me thru the thoughts u left in my head so this is my happiness I jus gotta let my pain out but I ain't mad no more I promise forever wasn't forever for now iam still just a phone call away but soon you will see yu blocked cause u had yo chance but hotel is better then a home hell a month ago we writing a luv song hear iam writing my own yu said I would never get up without you I believed it but iam better without you yeah of course sadly forever gonna be sum type of memory of u but I ain't a second or third option i needa be the only one how u claim you love me but u left me broken not knowing what to think finding out you have a new bitch the same night like get the fuck on i stayed loyal when I could went out an been like da rest dropped friends so we would stay watch yo sit an do yo shows when no1 showed handle your demons when my own was killing me mentally the way I loved compared to yours mine would been perfect oo how tf u love someone but hurt them so bad they lose the want to eat ya na every feeling I had for u needa rest in peace cause goodbye e+s this was the final letter