stick's and stone's

I can't seem to think straight everything seems so f***** up is this life what the f*** God how the f*** come things so damn hard and why the f*** my daughter got to walk around the rest of a life scared and why the f*** my baby mama got to act so hard why the f*** I can't get my s*** together and be a better father for her and why the f*** I can't be a better man for me why the f*** am I on Earth I don't understand half the s*** that I've been going through and I keep f****** talking to you until my throat saw my face blew I'm really the f****** face you ready to face me f****** it must be I got to be the God damn reason that we can't f****** breathe or maybe it's just a f****** reason I need to not give a f*** and make this mother f***** believe okay so now what