not the worst thing that has happened to me

You were the best think that happened to me but I never realized you were hurting me I couldn't imagine loosing you but that's not the worst thing that has happened to me I lost my brother the brother i always wanted you make have hurt me but I lost my brother,my best friend I told you shit I have never told anyone before I said I love you even tho you didn't love me I thought you did but obviously you didn't because you would never treat someone you love how you treated me say you thought "I forgot about you" when I told you that I would never you were supposed to be my king not the person I cry over i really thought you loved me I broke so many rules for you but you never scared you didn't like my personality you liked my looks I understand that im pretty but you could atleast show me you loved me I wrote you a song on the same app we meant on but obviously me trying isn't good enough for someone like you I feel so stupid for believing that you loved me I know damn straight not to believe you but I wanted to and you make me wanna erase my entire mind you fucking hurt me and I bet you never even care about the one person who would break there self for you im the one person who would never treat you like how you treated me how you not gonna fw the girl that love you more than herself I would have fucking fought the whole world for you