Forgive me for everything

--- 🔥 Forgive Me for Everything (Remix) [Hook] Forgive me for the nights I let the devil in, Tryna numb my pain, but it came back again, I been fightin’ demons, I been drownin’ in sin, Lord, I pray you hear me when I’m callin’ again. [Chorus] I know I broke some hearts, I can’t erase the pain, Tryna find some sunshine, but I been stuck in rain, If I leave this Earth, just remember my name, Tell my people I was real, never switched for the fame. --- [Verse 1] Voices in my head, they won’t ever let me sleep, Pray my mama proud, even when I’m in too deep, Lost so many brothers to the trenches and the beef, Every smile I show the world, got some hurt beneath. [Verse 2] I ain’t tryna flex, this a letter to my soul, Prayin’ I can change, but the streets won’t let me go, Tryna turn the pain into diamonds when I glow, I been broken too long, but I never let it show. [Verse 3] Love’ll get you killed, loyalty is all I know, Even when they left me, I ain’t never called ’em foes, Tryna feed my family, keep my circle from the cold, If you walkin’ in my shoes, you gon’ break before you fold. [Verse 4] I been leanin’ on this cup, hopin’ I don’t overdose, Told God I’m sorry, but the pain is what I chose, I’m surrounded by some snakes, but I still can’t let ’em close, This a letter from my heart, the realest thing I ever wrote. [Verse 5] If I said I love you, know I meant that from the start, Even when I’m distant, you still livin’ in my heart, Life a broken puzzle, and I’m searchin’ for the parts, Tryna paint my pain on a canvas full of scars. [Verse 6] Lost some partners to the system, lost some partners to the grave, Tell me how I’m s’posed to smile when my dawgs ain’t gettin’ saved, All the tears that I done shed could’ve turned into a lake, But I stand tall, promise I won’t let me break. [Verse 7] Forgive me for the lies, forgive me for the sin, I was young and reckless, I ain’t know what life meant, Now I’m older tryna change, but my past won’t bend, Hope the love that I done gave gon’ come back in the end. [Verse 8] My reflection in the mirror showin’ pain in my face, Tryna heal my spirit, but I’m runnin’ out of faith, They say time heal wounds, but my clock outta place, So I’m prayin’ for forgiveness for my flaws and mistakes. [Verse 9] I been livin’ with regrets, tryna make it to the light, Demons lurkin’ on my soul, tryna pull me every night, But I’m standin’ on my word, I’ma fight with all my might, I just hope the Lord forgive me when it’s time to take that flight. [Verse 10] Cold world, but I’m used to the pain and the storms, Raised in the struggle, I was built to transform, Even when I’m lost, I’ma find my way home, Forgive me for the nights I felt I couldn’t go on. [Verse 11] If you love me, hold me down, don’t let go when I’m weak, I done gave my all to people who ain’t give a piece, Every scar on my heart tell a story when it beat, I’m just tryna leave some peace when they bury me deep. [Verse 12] Forgive me for the pain that I put up on your soul, Forgive me for the times I ain’t do what I was told, Life done gave me lessons, made my spirit turn cold, I just pray before I leave, they all know I meant gold. --- [Bridge] If I fall, pick me up, don’t let me die inside, If I call, don’t ignore, just stand right by my side, Through the pain, through the rain, through the lows and the highs, Forgive me for the wrongs, Lord, before I close my eyes.