I Wish I Didn’t Feel

Wake up in the morning fuck a coffee pour me a shot of dranol dog/ Evil voices in my head repeatedly telling me to end it all/ Can I do this should I do this why the fuck did I survive today/ Am I stupid Am I clueless all I wanna do is get high and say/ Fuck you all fuck you all you’re the reason why I turned a ghost/ Lost my heart and lost my soul so when it comes to revenge I’m doing the most/ Oh I’m cold is that so I guess that’s the reason why my heart is froze/ Sometimes I just feel like I really wanna overdose/ I got this pain deep inside and I’m just dying to get rid of it/ Is it my brain, or am I high, they think I’m lying when I say I’m sick/ So I learned not to give a fuck, fuck you all for not showing love/ In this life Being a man is so tough, hopefully it’s easier when we sent above/