some days I can't erase

ima keep on smiling everyday, their so much shit I gotta say, how I ever let my mind state get into a mess such degrace, slowly pain on the inside, but ima keep praying, hoping God can lead the way,always questioning why nobody ever stay, can anyone relate?majority just show hate, but ima using for the bait an believe in some sorta fate, Eva erases so much hurt controlling me I'm only wishin to escape using pain in to power now ima play on videotapes,memoriea on repeat box away for old time keep sake, ,Ima keep on smiling every day, So much on my mind, got a lot wanna say, How I let my mind state fall into such a disgrace,Slowly feelin numb from all this pain, it’s getting heavy I embrace. But I’m rising up from my demons, that I had buried bottled away, "YEAH"slowly building strength I’m finding my way no matter weather sun hail or rain, Praying to the heavens, hope God hears my play and see the strength and push too glide me through the day, See summary not around since my little freedom stage, no matter what in life cant compare me too any in any other way, some would say a diamond shining from the grave, Got these demons creeping, but I’m pushing through, Every tear I shed, I’m just breaking the glue.Strength in my heart, I won’t let ‘em see,All the struggles inside, but I’m still gon’ be me, Life’s arollercoaster, ups and downs in the race, But I’m holding on tight, never losing my pace. Shining through the darkness, I’m lighting the spark, With a smile on my face, I’m igniting the park, Every step I take, it’s a dance with my fate,Ima keep on smiling, no mattertheweight. ●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○●○● Every morning, rise up, sun shining on my face, Got a million thoughts racing, but I’m keeping up the pace,Hustle through the struggles, yeah, I’m breaking every chain,Life’s a test, but I’m pressing through the pain.Mind’s a battlefield, thoughts tangled like a maze, But I’m spitting truth, every word’s a step ablaze, Heart heavy, but my spirit’s never lost, Counting every blessing, man, I’m paying every costIn the darkness, I’m the light, watch me navigate,With a smile on my face, I’m defying all the fate, "[Prayers to the heavens, asking for that clarity, God’s got my back, so I’m rising with sincerity.] " Echoes of the past, but I’m carving out my way,Every setback’s just a lesson, that’s the price gotta pay,Keep my head up high, I’m embracing every day,Ima keep on smiling, let the world hear what I say.