paid the price

back against the wall i develop thick skin I can't knock my self so my friend don't operate out of revenge I count my blessings keeping it real Hurt so many times I ocant be hurt no mo i thought i gave ita perfect effort. Highly favored know I'm special. Releasing traumas working at it. Staying away from people for my protection. Seem to be working better. not worthy of my presence. Conversation surface level. they bit against you. When you not happy, only going to notice when they benefit. We got to stand on business. Don't let them trick you. They tend to miss you when you beneficial. I made mistakes. The wrong idea was with good intention.you gun Use that against me. just remember i Go and delete people Go through the pain. had to face my fears. Rare. I didn't see you disappear. Eyes wide open. I can't trust. fake smiles in my circle. Real ones die. Now I'm talking to the sky. Look at my eyes. You can see I don't lie. Sacrifice at the sacrifice. I paid the price on the go. I can't waste no time. Voices in my head but I keep going. Pain in my chest so i just keep flowing Had to cut ties. I don't fuck with them. Everybody want a piece when the money come, But they vanish real quick when the struggle come. Trying to find peace, but im stuck in my intuition. I'm talking real pain. Not the kind to show in public. Keep my demons locked inside, Smile on my face while they hoping I crash. so its Straight to the money, I ain't looking back. Pain in my chest, Look in the mirror, it's me who going to last. Turn to a beast, I don't speak on the past. the truth is a play Keeping it real when they be moving so empty. be a weapon and cut through the envy. I showed them the way now they lost in the middle. Thought it was love. It was nothing but hate They never show up when you count on ten