peanut butter and jam sacrifice

peanut butter and jam sacrifice bank asking what im doing with da check, reinvesting n self tryna payoff this Infinity truck real quick, stomach suffering from hunger affects, but da better situation state aint no regrets, realistic my biological old girl an egg donor, some of my harsheat moments, just contiplsting on what ive been through, fosterhood, apart of my livelihood, just picture my childhood, no father figure, i looked up to my niggas, same ones got lebos, tryna appeal for freedom salvation, some impatient, taking a man for an old lady, miboi u mightve gave up, homie ya might dont give a fuck, but that aint how ya raised us, slap boxing and hanging, emotionally paining, i owe it to myself, with every emotional step, make sure its better then da last step, u cant build with one nail on one moment, to succeed is to suffer, temperments inside da struggles, da calculated moves i juggle, only to get me farther, from da struggle,