struggle to Shine

pain pills Yeah, I’m trapped in a cycle, pain pills in my system, Nights full of shadows, demons I can't dismiss 'em, Heart cold as ice, but I'm still on a mission, Lost in the dark, man, this life got me twisted. Countin' all my losses, yeah, I wear 'em like a badge, Thoughts weighin' heavy, every hit feel like a drag, Money on the table, but it don't bring me peace, Chasin' all these highs, but the lows never cease. Street lights flicker, remind me of the struggle, Friends turn to foes, man, this life ain’t no cuddle, Pourin' out the pain, yeah, I'm drownin' in the bottle, Each pill I swallow, feel my soul start to throttle. Tryna find a way out, but the walls keep closin', Heartbreak and betrayal, yeah, that’s just how it’s goin’, Lookin' in the mirror, see a man full of scars, But I keep pushin' through, 'cause I’m built like a star. or