lil smoke (goin thru life alone)

i been takin lean just to feel it ma mind in maze fadin away poppin pills drown da thoughts in da ma brain all this agony all this pain in ma life all da struggles i been goin thru alone facin demons in ma dreams raw emotions in ma verses burstin at da seams in studio spittin bars i gotta stay focus, focus memories haunt me like ghost in da nite tryna find light bt its outta ma sight pourin out ma heart, bt da cup's never full life's a twisted game man im just playin da fool dream of better days but they fade like da stars countin all my scars, got me trapped in these bars chasin 'highs' bt da lows hits harder den a train in this life of drugs n pain im just searchin for gain voices echo bt i drown em out with ma vibe turn ma pain into art, let ma spirit thrive lost in da moment, bt im grounded and wise searchin for da calm in storm dat never dies late nites in da booth, spittin truth like a prophet chasin dreams, gettin cash bt im never gna stop it from da bottom to top now im climbin evry stair wna see my name shine , feel the world in ma glare hustle hard, no sleep, got da fire in ma chest fame's a heavy crown bt im ready for da test lost friends on da way, bt da vision stays clear in this rap game, im da one they gotta fear i want da world to knw, this more den just a dream evry struggle, evry tear, im buildin ma regime pourin up da juice yeah im sippin on pain copin with da shadows bt im stuck in this game life's a heavy load, bt im lightin da flame poppin these capsules feelin lost in da fame voices in ma head, they just never go quiet runnin from ma demons bt i can seem to fight it evry little hit man i swear im ignited trapped in this cycle, bt im feelin so guided