my life so hard

$all I do is it record whoteboyant true story hard life my life hardd life sentenced to this life i live helllll the devil wont ever leave me alone i only feel right when im doin wrong lifes just uh dream uh fukin test how far can u make it what all can u do what do u take and what do u give fuk God damn fuk errbody but my Momma fuk yo drama negative ass. n fuk the past. nobody gives uh fukn damn bout me man 3 moves ahead but still lossen n the end ill never win but bet i never b last buckeye city from the west no vest menace to society. allways bein judged. feel outta place everywhere i go. errthang happens 4 uh reason tho. stay 2 myself. sta n my lane. everywhere i go. errbody fake as hell. Greedy asf. laughing talkin thinkin they doin better than me. they got everthang in life they need or want. im uh fuk up. aint got shit to my name but what u see. done spent everything i got an had on that fetty. love the way she feels flowin threw my veins. drug attict im uh junkie I'm nteligent as hell but dumb as fuk cant believe you really said u loved me. my ride or die fukkk why u lie. still 2 this day im fuked up n the head over you man. i dont blame u i blame mself its my fault not yours 33 no kids nothing to show for big dummie. never been uh bitch. aint no duck the fuk you say nigga say it to my face put yo self n my shoes bet u wouldint even know what to do. life my life is so fukin harddddd everday is so fuckin hardddddd nowhere to go just tryin to find uh place to lay my head bydont take nothin for granted no more dont lost everything i ever had fuk cant take it wit u when u go when im by myself i crie my eyes out sometimes fuk rehabe hate being sober i dont even get high anymore long as im well im alrigght ill figure it out by the end of the night i dont ask for shit never had no hand out never been blessed soon as i get it i spend it cant save uh fukin dime why why me hate my life but love myself less i stay lookin fresh really a bum as drug attick fuk it idgaf bout nothin anymore nothing seems to catch my attention walkin errwhere i go healthy as hell devil tryna barry me aint letin him kill me he keep strippin me for everything cant ever succed no matter how hard i trie backwards as fuk man pdid uh lotta days. lotta nights. 2 numbers. learned my lessen. shit look at my record playin gta growin up turned to realality fuk is wrong wit me momma aint lie 2 me. said she dropped me on my head. athletic asf always exspess growin up name it beast at it spades poker chess football baseball basketball skateboarding boxing video gaming shark cold asf in the summer never been married i aint even got uh kid yet man like duh fuk. fuk errthang. N fuk u errbody changed. they aint he same. but me. shit im still he same Ant you always have noon me. fuk sleep .ive been up for uh week. im still on uh fukin leesh. fuk the police. just wanna bad ass bitch. that dont lie. 100 like me. tell each other anything. have uh kid finally start uh real family. for real for real . i dont even think its he devil no more. thinks its God forreal. life aint really what it seems. my eyes lied to me. been so fukin high . anoher deminsion . seen what i couldint belive . u wouldnt either . dont care. lifes so hard . lifes so mofukin hardd. hate my life. but love myself . nothin easy. everyday . i wake up . i know it gonna b hard.