dont take it back

yeah, you got so much pain inside of you of you, in spite you; trying to find the side of truth; that'll take it away; make it seem OK, enough to go outside today; take a step; take it back. wont let it be a fact, your different. standing out having to protect it. the character youre blessed with. God gave you a gift. you wont recieve the blessing. stuck second guessing. need to shift attention to what youre can give. overcoming adversity thats what your life is. you knew that since a kid. fought to be here. this isnt it. dont give up now. you got a kid. if not for you then you do it for him. if you miss this, youll die in sin. your higher séf wont forgive you in the end. if you gotta fake till you make it just pretend. you're gonna shine. you got nothing to défend. someones proud of you. even if you dont know who it is. everything doubting you. dont let it take it out of you. dig deep even if no one sees youll take with you 6 feet underneath the ground you use to lay feet. looking down. youre son will remember you for how hard you worked, so his life wasnt on repeat. hell know you did everything you could. get the fuck up and go do what you should. in spite of you, you know whats right to do. not what you like to do. take a step. dont take it back.