never fade

yeah, there's no limit till I reach the finish line I'm staying in this rap game. Yeah, u know I'm getting mine and all these haters that I thought i couldn't do it in the music thing they bout to see me shine so get inline I ain't talking bout no roller skates im.always im real. i am never fake no artificial im tir e of all the heartache enough is enough. I had more than I'll ever take game over blow the whistle like an official damn they never thought I would blow up like a missile searching where the old me at man, I really miss u I know I have a lot of issues been thru a lot of tissues, they say time heals all wounds , but the pain never fades away. It just continues until u looking down the chamber of a pistol now u see ur life clear like a crystal , wondering if anyone is gever onna miss u n damn is anyone gonna miss u I been there I done that I fell down got back up I came back i.lost track had flashbacks of my past but I kno i cant go back an change that so I moved forward after I came back yeah I came back like a resurecction now I am going in the right direction i have won some i lost some an learned alot oflessons and over came depression I've been at the bottom now God has gave me all of his blessings and now I know I'm worth it I am not perfect and I am not worthless now I'm trying to to stop the pain and misery hoping some day I will see a victory but I don't know it's a mystery every night, I sit down and pray for better days to come my way and for the old me to come back to.me and stay and never fade away