My Old Self

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#ReallyFuckinMeantIt I said one minute We is not friends and I really fucking meant it Stop texting me I'm really going to fuckin end it My anxiety acting up I'm getting really timid I thought you said you love me when you really didn't I said fuck it I just really miss my old self Sometimes I really just wanna kill myself I would take my pain put it on a shelf Fuck man I just wanna kill myself I remember when I used to be happy White crow he was always fucking laughing But nowadays I'm doin so badly Put bullets in my head ended up trigger happy If I had an option I'd be dead Right now I can put two to my head I can't deal with the emotions I've bled I gotta deal with the relationships I've end My dad turn me into a broken soul Because of that he don't got no dough Shut em out my life like he was a door Now I'm letting out all the anger I stored I've wrote and rap on this beat like a year ago I feel so different from these people like vitiligo I'm good but I'm not the strongest like piccolo Want to rap with me I don't pick them though I been through some shit that made me suicidal Some people say I rehearse this shit like a recital People wanna be like me you gotta look up to your idols My money hasn't changed my movement has been idle Sometimes I think I was kidnapped in a van If shit it's the fan are you still a fuckin fan? K-dot thank you for being a motherfucking man Or else I would have ended up like motherfucking stan Sometimes I wish I would have just taken a motherfucking stand But it turns out I'm just too motherfucking bland You act like you own me I'm not your fucking land You got something in your ass and I think it is sand

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10 months ago

OV ($OLID)

10 months ago

This one is mint 👌🏼

Tragik

7 months ago

Life gon get hard bro. Keep pushing. Suicide ain't the answer bro. We young kings 💯 Keep killing it 🔥

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