fucked it all up

how come it cant just be how it used to be when you would never use me you were used to me i know infucked it up stupidity everything you do u do it beautifully you fullfill my dreams but i remember the screems and all of the thing we would fight about it aint quite as simple as it seems it wasnt just a fling i cherish everymoment ill hold on to everthing i mean every seen im sorry i was so mean i didnt mean it i know youve herd it all and dont belive it you left me i wont belive it im mean jesus you should have seen us i would shine like the sun you glew like vinus what got between us om sad and i greive cause shes everthing to me i mean shes everthing i remember when i gave you that wedding ring i remember when you threw it at me the first time you let it be but started to lecure me the truth you we streatching we were loosing eachother didnt bring out the best me i got depressed got to distant thats the first time you left me you took me back in i just was inpressing so you started pressing said i was always out chasing we on or on the phone sexting then you got with your boss witch started the next thing where i got caught having sex it was a mess but we could have forgave and forgot but you wouldnt forget the agin we split you were sick of my shit i was sick of you being so quick to accuse me of some stupid shit i didnt do that shit shit got so stupid you got hit all i could think is who is this but that was all just foolishness cause right now its just you i miss