I miss you

every time I breath on your neck I know it makes you all wet you know it makes me regret not being more intimate,I wish I was a great lover but I'm just a shitty Ole mutha fucka I am proud of you baby don't ever think Dat I'm shady its just the past couple of years I e gotten older and fatter you say it do t matter but i am never comfortable in my own skin please understand its not you babe its me .my blood pressures high.my testosterone is low the only time I get up is when I'm dreaming in rem state I m turning 52 this year it's probably my prostate,all I know is miss you I wanna make love to you but what it all boils down to is I feel so tired I think my dick is expired I don't wanna do steroids but it might be worth the risk its been so long baby I'm slitting my wrists its been so fu king long I do n t know what to do I can't believe it's been so long I don't know why its been this long its been so fucking long and so I'm writing this song its been so long baby I miss you. touch me I touch you you touch me I touch you its been so fu king long I don't know what to do