No, I can't lose

No, I can't lose No, I can't lose No, I can't afford 2? I feel down like Im trapped underneath between the devil and the deep blue sea if only it would leave it's hold on me. ...I can't lose ...I can't shake u off of me What did I do? 4 this curse u have put on me, all of these number of years. ... I can't lose... I know ... I can't lose... but I know I will... to satisfy you??! .... What else could you, .... possibly do? What else will you do?! ... No, I can't lose I will not give up!! & I will stamp u down, underneath, in the depths of hell, because God, you have guided me through thick and thin, through a spiritual hell, torment and endless fire. No, I can't lose because you protected me when others have betrayed me and fallen asleep at my side I will always love you, Son, my soul and yours will be free of them, So, no! I can't lose, But you have, haven't u? no, I can't lose but you will shame and disgrace on them and lucifers 4 my endless personal satisfaction!!! and 4 ours !!! thankyou !!! Heaven, thankyou Supreme, Lord God of Heaven !!! x x x wrote by (Yasmin Qader), ((Y.Q)).