what I've realized

what I've realized momma advisement was correcting my stubborn nature, it was moments on punishment stating I hate ya, momma dont mind my venting, prayers reaching me through others n prison, ya still my narrator guiding light, da harsh moments of life, gotta me contemplating, ya baby became a man, with ya guidance from ya hands, all this toughness n da streets but round u, im winni da pooh, could've avoided all this madness if I would've just listen to u, baby sister entrepreneur, meka a traveling nurse, Chauncey a teacher, they all successful, and I enjoy our conversations, seem like ya release my motivation, never belittling my self esteem, I guess family really a team, just gotta place da right ones around ya for what it seems, thanks for being my advisor of life, know ya smelled da liquor on my breath seen da redness n my eyes young and dumb experiencing life,