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broken no composure home is hopless low emotion possibility of rowing the boat with defective ores can't you keep everybody here from getting bored 🥱 your verse is stale building sails so the ocean dont crush me under waves im gonna sing you a melody of the problems ive had since i was a kid heres a list of the worst shit that exists when i got beat by my daddy my momma made me learn to stand up for myself she left before i could learn Which hand that i was dealt never wanted to be like my father i love all of my siblings second oldest of nine and the only one whos doing it without outside help ive felt helpless held down by man no bigger than myself now in comparison he wont compare to me. im a giant hes a little dwarf i hope you've learned your lesson on your 4th wife now that I've gained height let me ever hear of you putting your hands on another mother or one of my new little brother's. now that im older you cant scold me and let's be real youve never been strong enough to control me. you think because you brought me in this world you can take me out. ive been in gods hands for more than half my life he wont let me leave this exisence didn't mean for it to feel its a prison i have my mission wearing the armor of god carrying the S.W.O.R.D. battling demons more vicious than most beat me down daily family lost in my interests haven't heard from them since my ex tried to take me out of existence. had to reshape my entire vision it isnt clearer just more defined sharper focus tunnel vision seeing the bigger picture the future past. walking through the afterlife standing right beside my friends struggling daily life cant believe were all still alive