hospital freestyle

stargazing at the moonlight from my window imma monster, armed and dangerous conversations come and go see you in my nightmares through the late night 3 am, got deja vu, nightmares of the bottom i got trust issues, I don't trust nobody wasted, lean with me, hold my liquor playing Russian roulette got blood on my jeans highest in the room on drugs you shouldn't try if I'm lucid dreaming dose that mean I can't die blood on the leaves, call it a fucking funeral bad energy in my head stop playing with me, get outta my head purple pills and extcy... equals crazy we livin' like that, living right sucker for pain, sart a fire burn, burn, burn all the lights stay wide awake i don't sleep you ain't gotta lie first it's homicide line em up with that pistol on my side here, the roses, touch the sky welcome to the jungle let it fly ain't no way if tomorrow's not here i know ill be fine, i can tell ok, alright, its amazing y'all can't tell me nothing I'm heartless, welcome to heartbreak 2 words, new day, gotta have it, who gon' stop me no mistakes, today lord knows, dreams worth more than money, on god expensive pain, trauma, fly away tell the version, nah nah nah I'm lost in the world but can't be broken long story short, its a crazy story i don't sleep, i see demons they talk to me crazy but i ain't gotta answer bottom of the bottle got me feeling blue feel like I've been here before, call it deja vu ya, 3 am, got deja vu, nightmares of the bottom i got trust issues, I don't trust nobody wasted, lean with me, hold my liquor playing Russian roulette got blood on my jeans highest in the room on drugs you shouldn't try if I'm lucid dreaming dose that mean I can't die stargazing at the moonlight from my window imma monster, armed and dangerous conversations come and go see you in my nightmares through the late night these pain killers don't work i got pain within that fucking hurts even though i feel numb though i can't feel the the physical pain all i feel is the pain inside