daddy lulaby for my kids

i just listen to track that kind of thought of my kids and how im not there for them nonthing can compare to them london karma and cros i never turn off i fel lost and thru a phone instared at them i wish ibwasnt n addict obsess with the stret life i should be wqtchinh u sleep at night and see u eyes open in the morning and keep u tight way rom evil cuz me know that u needead. dad but i couldnt sleep but u should b able o eat right i might of lost hem cuz it doesnt seem like its stopin god why are u not bloockin and not lettin me provide please im on the concrete beggin tha i wontb forgotten buti forgot he most important ones which is my daughtes nd my son im suppose to a inspiriaton an amzing father telin people not o talk about mh dad or seein them play piano and drum makes me tinhle social medid seems lie the ay it has to be done why bother cuz ihave to at least tryin be a provider i dont want them to resent me so london karma and cross thaknk u raskal beats for helpin me with this connection i just hope eveyone else is ready its just i do want to change for them i am now thinkin of a place kind of late i wonder if they ever think of me cuz i dont want lose them i should be puting fod and clothes but that was my mistske lodon is a decade karma is half of that cross or now king its been that long ive miss yes im really mad at that i need to go back but i know it wil never be there maybe when u older i should be taking u out instead of givin the cold shoulder i need to move foward