thought I was loved

(Verse 1) I’m trapped in my mind, can’t shake this weight, Thought you were my light, now I’m lost in fate, Every step I take, feels like a heavy stone, Used to have you here, now I'm all alone. (Verse 2) Heart cold as ice, memories cut deep, Used to dream big, now I barely sleep, Thought you’d ride or die, but you ghosted fast, Now I’m drowning in these feelings, can’t escape the past. (Verse 3) Pourin’ out my soul, yeah, I’m spillin’ ink, Used to be a team, now I can’t even think, Every laugh we shared, echoes in my mind, But I’m stuck in this moment, can’t leave it behind. (Verse 4) Tryna find a way, but the road feels dark, You were my spark, now I’m just a broken heart, I just wanna escape, but these chains won’t break, Livin’ in this pain, man, it’s more than I can take.(1) Heart heavy, got the weight on my chest, (2) Lost the one that held me down, now I'm feelin' the stress. (3) Memories floodin' in, I’m stuck in the past, (4) Tryna run from these feelings, but they grip me fast. (5) Late nights, dark thoughts, can’t escape this pain, (6) Used to see the sunshine, now it's all just rain. (7) Lookin' for a way out, but the walls close in, (8) Every laugh that we shared feels like a sin. (9) I just wanna break free, but these chains won’t budge, (10) Every corner that I turn, I’m reminded of the grudge. (11) Echoes of your voice, they haunt me like a ghost, (12) The one that kept me alive, now I’m lost, I’m toast. (13) Tryna find my way, but the path is unclear, (14) Feelin' like a soldier, but I’m fightin' my fear. (15) In this raw moment, just me and my thoughts, (16) Searchin' for a reason, but I’m left with the knots.