get it back

Don't ask me how I've changed, I've been like this since I was sixteen conversation weird now You got a career and I'm stayin' up late and drinkin' too much beer now Quittin' all my jobs, I'm hardheaded, I have trouble listening And I just saw my old friends, they're all happy and havin' kids And their dads are all real proud, almost forgot I don't fit in They wished they chased their dreams, and I wish I stayed at home They can't get off of work, and I can't get off my phone My friends are all so happy, where the fuck did I go wrong? But I guess I'm still the same, tryna fit in where I don't belong Why can't I just move on? I've felt like this for too long I'll crash my car into a pond If I can't get back what I never really had I don't like thinkin' 'bout my past 'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning? Uh, this life look good when it's through a phone, workin' all week away from home And singin' songs and gettin' stoned, ain't seen my dawg in too long Ain't met my buddy's new kids, I can't help but to do wrong Fucked up, everyone knew this, I'm stuck right here, can't move on But I'ma go be what I told you, who would I be without knowin' you? All of this shit on the Internet made me feel like I ain't me, I won't hold you But fuck it, we here now, growin' apart, our change Some things don't stay the same I'm prayin' for some better days But I don't know if God can hear a thing And I don't know if I deserve it I'm still soul searchin' I wish I could be home tomorrow Babe, right now, I'm on the road and workin' Why can't I just move on? I've felt like this for too long I'll crash my car into a pond If I can't get back what I never really had I don't like thinkin' 'bout my past 'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning? Why can't I just move on? I've felt like this for too long I'll crash my car into a pond If I can't get back what I never really had I don't like thinkin' 'bout my past 'Cause why do it feel like I'm drowning?