cope

I been runnin’ from myself, I been lost in my head Poppin' pills just to cope, now I talk to the dead Say you love me, but you ghosted, now I bleed in this bed All this money can't replace all the things that you said Rollin’ loud in the fast lane Fake friends with a last name Say they ride, but they crash, man Now my heart need a gas can Tatted scars on my shoulder Used to care, now I'm colder Fell in love, now it's over Still I carry the boulder Off the edge, yeah, I feel like I'm driftin’ Tryna find peace, but my mind keep twistin’ Too much love, and I swear it's a prison Now I shine, but the soul still missin’ --- [Verse 2] Yeah, codeine in my Sprite, help me sleep through the fights Lucid dreams in the night, now they cut like a knife Wrote your name on my heart, now I'm settin' it alight You were dark, I was light, now I'm gone from your life I don’t vent, I just pour it in a track All the pain got me swervin’ off track All my wins got ‘em prayin’ I crash But I bounce back like I never did crack --- [Chorus] Oh, I’m fallin’ — fallin’ back into the flames Callin’ — but you never say my name I was all in — you just played it like a game Now I'm ballin’ — just to numb away the pain Off the edge, yeah, I feel like I'm driftin’ Tryna find peace, but my mind keep twistin’ Too much love, and I swear it's a prison Now I shine, but the soul still missin’