public service announcement

yea where I'm from they give me a bad name and reputation. only cause I Stand up for myself and ain't afraid to get crazy copy and paste just in case I ever do fucking make it I know sometimes times life can rough and things can get frustrating. people always changing notice how the game it's slowly rotating so believe what u see and half of what they been saying. quit bitching and complaining about the problems u created. if I don't relate to u then it's a useless conversation if I die tonight I wonder how quick my girl would replace me. but shit like aint important so I just want overthink. it always seemed like people underestimated my greatness. all the time I've been wasting trying sit while patiently waiting, I been manipulated trapped without no way of escaping, I've had my back against the wall with the whole roof bout to cave in. no explanation. that means I got no logical answer. learned that you'll fall for anything if u got nothing to stand for I'm the commander. I wreck these beats I'm here dismantle anyone stupid mf that thinks that I can be handled. u getting scrambled this ain't my life story, it's just a sample. so when I blow up make sure I get played on every channel give me some money bet I run it up no more counting downwards tell everybody it's a public service announcements came a long way from back in the day hustling moving ounces but It took me getting caught up to realize I wouldn't about it. yall keep on keeping it 100 me ima stay at 1000. know my temptation tried to get me but I never allowed it. cause looking back on everything all the way back up to now sometimes the things u love the most in life u better without. without a doubt, welcome to my circus I'm just a clown, gotta keep my headdddd up that's the only way I want drown. I'm rearranging the way I look at life I been praying to the man above cause I know he wonders what I been thinking can't tell me nothing no amount of verbal persuasion. could amount to me making changes, I'm just tryna maintain it some days I'm angry other hopelessly aiming that's just a figure of speech don't go telling people I'm dangerous. I'm half awaken, stumbling through life and all It's phrases, yesterday I thought for sure the devil had come here to take it thought I was painless, big and bad, brave and courageous. kept seeing angels and demons, greeted by Jesus and Satan. weighing my sins and forgiveness, is a uneasy equation the more I keep digging my grave the sooner I'll have to lay in it.