in the air

tel me whyreal thugs ain't allowed to cry ....cuz your not so tuff when they lacken with they family close by.... thought you was a gangster all ur life... but seeing some of your loved ones die ...can send chills up n down your spine..... exspecially when momma crying because she barring a son before she watch her parents die... it don't matter if you a thig Hebrew or Christian , the pain runs deep when a mental compacity comes from your tv ,xbox, or a ,call of duty mission ..at a .young age already headed to the state prison... grieving cuz you didn't really complete your gta mission..... just like fourt night you ain't looking forward to laying your head down every night.... your bones ache from the cold air, some bad dreams, and the worst nightmares, your mindset is hoping you don't end up like these white skin heads... irrational thinking and opinions,...amongst other shit that get you livid i just wanna be free, free eeee wondering why my life so stressed ,hoping one day to get up out this mess i wanna be free, free eeeee