wena mamelapha ndikubalisele story of my life ngokuya ndandisakhula mna ndakhula ndodwa ndikhula kabuhlungu khula ndinge

wena mamelapha ndikubalisele story of my life ngokuya ndandisakhula mna ndakhula ndodwa ndikhula kabuhlungu khula ndingenabani khaya ngekho kwamntu imali ingabonwa ikati iseziko every fuckin day ndilala ndidlilu umkhuleko kwakunzima dawg ngendlele sismangaliso nditsho nasesikolweni unyawo zange ndalibeka I couldn't afford anything at all ndyakutshela I couldn't afford nditsho nokuthenga amaswiti ndandingena kwatshomi wonkumntwe endibukela phantsi bendibiza amagama ubherhi futhi inkedama bendihleka okoko bendibukanisa nabantu bendigxeka always bethi ndinuki inje efileyo ndandihlala ndistressed ndibanjwe nayi depression ingqondwi ingaspani phazamiseke kakhulu ......Ngamanya amaxesha ubunzima babusonyukela ngamanya amaxesha kwakungase ndifumani I drugs nditshayi I cocane khohlwe zinkinga zomhlaba hlise nge commando ukutya kwamadode esixhosa ngenxa ye patiency and believing to the lod all of my prayers were answered by God on time kwavuleki ingcango ebezivalwe ngamabomu kwadedubumnyama kwavelu ukukhanya same time