Tantalum

Lyrics: I saw the eclipse But I misread the signs Fiend for the drugs Amanda Bynes Fell out of tandem What is my path? Deranged prophecies Sacred math Who am I to say? I’m just a voice Lotta bullshit So I cut through the noise I do it for two I do it for you I do it for the faith I do it for the crew 666 Don’t fear me none I’m not a demon I’m just his son This for the witches This for the psychics This is elemental This is seismic (But hey,) Who am I to say? I’m just a voice Lotta bullshit So I cut through the noise I do it for two I do it for you I do it for the faith I do it for the crew *Bridge* I lost my confidence Lost my breath Don’t want fame I want death This is my burden This is my job So I just smile And work nonstop (When will it end?) Who am I to say? I’m just a voice Lotta bullshit So I cut through the noise I do it for two I do it for you I do it for the faith I do it for the crew The Gods guide me Demons are haunting I’m halfway to Heaven But I’m always burning I could use a rest So I fucking crash Party every day Cause today can be my last Outro: I’m long overdue Living on borrowed time I was born to die Broken by design I don’t fear death I fear irrelevance So used to negligence I developed arrogance I search for excellence I try to be better I’m not Kraft Dinner But I’m stacking that cheddar I checked out long ago My heart’s been numb I live on autopilot Come alive on the drums My bars are versatile Call it Tantalum I’m not the first Just the Prodigal Son Haunted by my past So I make the present fun My heart’s cold metal Call it Tantalum What else is there to say? I’m just a boy Lotta bullshit It’s the life I enjoy I do it for the kids I rhyme when I’m blue I lost all my faith But I believe in the crew